So my best friend just told me her brother is single again. (And actually has been for over a month.)

Am I over him? I’m not sure. But I’m still doing the stupidest things around him cause I’m such an idiot!

I had a really awful wedding dream in which I was not marrying him, but he was in the audience. I died a little inside.

So now what do I do? Wait a while? Forget it? Cause I always think there’s a chance, and then my hope gets crusshhheeeddd nooooo

I keep thinking maybe I’m just a late bloomer. Maybe one day he’ll actually notice me and be like:

you know, in a good way. but probably not, huh? He’ll just always see me as his little sister’s best friend

Oh, also, X-men: First Class was AMAZING!